Thursday

Picture perfect

    Us? perfect. That's the only word I can express it, Very perfect. U, me and our step son. I love you so deary my love. Sayang sanggup tunggu bby tidur sampai pukul 5 , even bby banyak kali buat sayang menangis. So, why should I leave a guy who really loves me for a guy who just like me? I hope u trust me with all your heart like I do.

  I hope u never lied to me nor played me. I can't face it, I never feel so open about this. But, u're the only guy I ever cried for except for umar. I love you so much, really loves you. I can't live without you, I didn't lie and I swear sayang. You're my everything, I don't want any other guys. But please don't played me sayang :'( apa yang sayang buat dekat bby tu keep on repeating inside my head.

  I'll never tell you this, but I'm badly hurt . I may hurt you a lot but apa yang sayang buat dekat bby memang bby sakit sangat. That moment I really hate you. I feel so stupid to let another guy inside my life, time tu bby tak cakap apa2 pun but u're the who said that u only will tweet with amir stuff. bby bukak sayang mention dengan farahin tu, U ask me to stop contacting zuree so I did. 

  Even now sayang, I don't know why the hell u still talk with her. Every time I talk with you I feel like telling you this, 'I'm scared that u will leave me' . I know that u really patient with me, u never scold me or argue with me. That's why I love you sayang. I'm not perfect for you, I can't give what you want but I have give you my heart and I can love you with all my heart. I can't live a day without you with me sayang, you're my everything. I repeat, EVERYTHING.

  I don't care if any girls had the most rich or good looking bf cause they will never get a guy like you. Sayang penyabar, baik sangat2, care about me and tak bosan sampai call bby berpuluh2 kali =.=" . That last part memang tak pernah ada ex bby call sebanyak sayang, but seriously scary cause bby macam buat salah je. Loveyouforever sayang .

brat will always a brat

   I'll salute u with my middle fingers up darl, u are not that rich. So can u please like put a note inside your brain or paste it on ur face? U my cousin, are not qualified to be my family. U have burden my family like a lot, if wasn't for my daddy's money u would just live inside a pig 's cosy room <3 

  'There's no place to seat' 'I'm not going to seat here like eeww' well dear, eeww you! let me just put a red carpet for u too seat and we'll seat on my poor uncosy chair. you're a dumb girl u know that? why the hell my parents even care about you? silly of me. 

  You're a princess rite? lupa pula :) ughhh, menyampah dengan perangai kau. aku berlagak cool? dude kalau aku tak cool aku dah lama maki kau tak. Family kau semua sama je, always blaming on my family. Sebab tu aku benci balik kampung, so mummy when you stalk my blog I hope you read this. Bagilah sejuta pun, I won't step a foot unless you're with me. I hate it, hate it. why? coz I hate it.

Why I hate you?

1) you're a brat

2) you always talk bad about me

3) kau tak layak jadi family aku

aku dah tak boleh nak bold dah apa yang aku tulis. Aku benci kau? understand that ke nak aku cakap english? kau kan mat salleh ? 'well my dear bitch cousin, I hate you so SO much' 

My Prince Charming

    Its funny when all the years my prince charming are just a guy who wrap in aluminum foil and not in bright shining armor. Yea, they all died before they fight with the dragon or some of them actually fall for the wicked stepmother. How ironic..

    But now my prince charming is on my way to safe me , I hope he wouldn't give up in finding me or fall for the wicked stepsister. I promise you I wouldn't go anywhere I just need you to find me , because I'm literally lock up inside my far far away castle. I will never gonna leave you my prince, lots of prince try to save me but they all died.. haihh

    I don't need a rich person or super hot guy, I just need a guy who loves me. A guy who will save me and fight bad guy just to make me yours, i'm tired of fake prince. So please, i'll waiting for you forever. I want to be your wife and be a good mother to your kids. I need you, really. I need you to be with me when I can't sleep, i'll never hurt you my prince charming for. I promise 

  I want our love story to end with 'so they lived happily ever after . 



















Wednesday

FUCK YOU

 I'm not brilliant nor perfect like you, but kau baca ni word by word. Aku tak pernah nak backstab kau, sumpah tak pernah. Tapi start kau kutuk aku kau ingat aku suka lah? very lawak la kawan. Kau ada otak kan? kau bukan budak straight A ke? tapi peliklah bila otak kau tak function nak pikir perasaan aku :)

 Kau time ada problem terhegeh 2 cari aku, dah sekarang kau jadi budak hot terus lupa aku. Harap kau sedarla sebab time dulu, kau yang tegur aku dulu tau.opss time tu kau belum hot lagi. Kau suka buat lawak kan dengan aku? but i'm sick of your joke. suka sangat gelak doh time kau buat lawak. 

 sorry ah tapi kan, kau memang perangai macam pukimak pun :) kau ingat kau hot aku nak kawan dengan kau? sorry brother but we are no longer friends. kau lupa apa aku cakap kat kau ke? memang la kau punya otak function bila study je eh? 

 Sorry sayang for being rude, tapi I can't stand ur perangai u are a jerk, penakut, perangai gelojoh macam vavi so.. malu pula aku nak ada kawan macam kau :) kau nak fake dengan aku? buatlah. aku pun boleh fake dengan kau bodoh :)

 Thanks for showing me your real face so now i know which face to slap u, u spoiled my mood so kawan we are officially over okay? so pergi jauh 2 dari hidup aku eh fadhil? kau pandai but sayang kau takde otak nak pikir perasaan orang. selama ni aku backup kau , kau nak buat taik dengan aku? sayang doe ada kawan dengan kau. 

 Aku harap one day kau jumpa kawan yang fake dengan kau juga sayang. Kebabian kau tu memang tak boleh diatasi la weh. so kau pergi la fuck perempuan mana macam kau buat kat perasaan aku :) kau dah boleh pergi mati and fyi kalau kau mati pun aku takkan pergi dekat funeral kau. so, harap time tu kau tengok aku kat tepi kubur kau tu aku senyum je sebab aku tak nak kau sakitkan hati aku lagi. 

 kau memanglah takde hati, kau ingatlah kau punya secret berlambak dengan aku, tapi perangai aku tak setaik kau sampai aku nak pecahkan rahsia kau . aku sayang kau backstabber/fake bestie :*

A bit trust from u

 I just need you to trust me, that's it. I need you to stop think bad things about me. I may like other guys but I can never love other guys much as I do towards you. A bit of trust and we'll be fine.

 U're my bestfriend, enemies, and my l0ver. Yes we're perfect, it'll be more perfect if we can stay together. I love you, yes I do. I don't want that fucking farahin sofi to have you. You're mine, mark that.

 I just need trust from my friends, now after you said bad things about zatie on twitter. I have no idea how to trust you, you have gain my easily and you can lose mine that easy to.  So please kawan :) 

  Aku kecik lagi nak cakap pasal trust? well aku human too sayang :*