Wednesday

Super Cute Pusheen

I just love this cat













Holiday Manic!!

Hay there! hehe, this is the best day ever :D ! why? cause i'm addicted.. Don't get me wrong, i'm not addicted to someone. I'm addicted to CHOCOLATE, haihh I know that i'm suppose to diet like Afiq said, but sorry dude . I need it , only this holiday. I'll be back in my routine after school starts :) 

You should try go to New York Pizza! What kind of food? well, its not food to be precise :) You should drink their hot chocolate. Not just any ordinary hot chocolate, but a rich hot chocolate with whipped cream, and marshmallow on top <3 ughh, I don't regret drinking it. Its just a drink right? I hope I'm the kind of girl who didn't think about anything their eat.

I'll always regret about my eating habit, I know people stay alive to eat but for my condition I feel like I live to eat and yes I've gain weight :'( It breaks my heart when I watch the weight scale point stop  at 57 kg, i've gain 3 kg this holiday.. I need help ... pretty bad. I know its not bad as I got a good height for the weight... But  I've gain weight! ughhh!! I've stop eating rice for 3 month and i'm still okay with it. 

Afiq told me to stop eating chocolate, hmm... I guess he won't know right :) hehe, but i'm sure people would tell me that i've gain weight. No matter, i'm going to fast next week anyway.. Holiday suppose to be fun right? So i'm going to live it to the fullest!! I'm going to get a new haircut today, I hope it turn out okay cause I don't want to start my school in the wrong hair now :3 

Cherrio now, i'm going out to visit my super cute little nephew (baby aarif) but i'll call him wifwif as I wish :D hehe. bye for now!

This is what I've been eating for 3 weeks :


My favourite of em all <3



I've gain weight rite? haihh .. I'm going to fast tomorrow.. or maybe next week :P

Saturday

One Wish

   If I have a wish that can be grant, I shall ask genie to grant it rite away... I WISH GD WAS MY BROTHER!!

Wanna see him?


   I know he's super hot rite? It be super duper awesome to have him as my brother! kyaa :3 I kindda into big bang lately. Still , I can't never forget my shinee.. nyuu~ more picture of GD coming up :D



 

Friday

Be nice with me june .

     After a bad storm then sunshine rise, that's what people said, Well, I believe phrase now. But, I hope that sunshine would last forever.. why? coz I'm tired of being down and sad. Things get better day by day, my family, my friends and my love. I may hurt a person but I wouldn't hurt them for a long time, I wish I could change that. 
  
   Well, I hope June would be nice to me like May does. I just need someone by my side cause I can't pretend to be strong much longer. I know it would against my pride but I can't act fine anymore, I'm scared to be left. Yes I am, but being lied  is better than being left out. I'm mature? no I'm not girls. I really need you girls by my side 'He mele no lilo ' forever guys <3