Its not that I'm a bad girl or something but surely is I kinda into this guy in my ICT class. Sorry sayang, i'm not a player but lepas apa yang u buat dekat I , I deserve my time to play around. I miss my single life, but I don't want to dump u cause u sacrifice a lot for me.
I just had a crush on him , but still I'll try to get that guy into me :) so, at least I tell u how I feel rite :)
Friday
Wednesday
Holiday Manic!!
Hay there! hehe, this is the best day ever :D ! why? cause i'm addicted.. Don't get me wrong, i'm not addicted to someone. I'm addicted to CHOCOLATE, haihh I know that i'm suppose to diet like Afiq said, but sorry dude . I need it , only this holiday. I'll be back in my routine after school starts :)
You should try go to New York Pizza! What kind of food? well, its not food to be precise :) You should drink their hot chocolate. Not just any ordinary hot chocolate, but a rich hot chocolate with whipped cream, and marshmallow on top <3 ughh, I don't regret drinking it. Its just a drink right? I hope I'm the kind of girl who didn't think about anything their eat.
I'll always regret about my eating habit, I know people stay alive to eat but for my condition I feel like I live to eat and yes I've gain weight :'( It breaks my heart when I watch the weight scale point stop at 57 kg, i've gain 3 kg this holiday.. I need help ... pretty bad. I know its not bad as I got a good height for the weight... But I've gain weight! ughhh!! I've stop eating rice for 3 month and i'm still okay with it.
Afiq told me to stop eating chocolate, hmm... I guess he won't know right :) hehe, but i'm sure people would tell me that i've gain weight. No matter, i'm going to fast next week anyway.. Holiday suppose to be fun right? So i'm going to live it to the fullest!! I'm going to get a new haircut today, I hope it turn out okay cause I don't want to start my school in the wrong hair now :3
Cherrio now, i'm going out to visit my super cute little nephew (baby aarif) but i'll call him wifwif as I wish :D hehe. bye for now!
This is what I've been eating for 3 weeks :
My favourite of em all <3
I've gain weight rite? haihh .. I'm going to fast tomorrow.. or maybe next week :P
Saturday
One Wish
If I have a wish that can be grant, I shall ask genie to grant it rite away... I WISH GD WAS MY BROTHER!!
Wanna see him?
I know he's super hot rite? It be super duper awesome to have him as my brother! kyaa :3 I kindda into big bang lately. Still , I can't never forget my shinee.. nyuu~ more picture of GD coming up :D
Wanna see him?
I know he's super hot rite? It be super duper awesome to have him as my brother! kyaa :3 I kindda into big bang lately. Still , I can't never forget my shinee.. nyuu~ more picture of GD coming up :D
Friday
Be nice with me june .
After a bad storm then sunshine rise, that's what people said, Well, I believe phrase now. But, I hope that sunshine would last forever.. why? coz I'm tired of being down and sad. Things get better day by day, my family, my friends and my love. I may hurt a person but I wouldn't hurt them for a long time, I wish I could change that.
Well, I hope June would be nice to me like May does. I just need someone by my side cause I can't pretend to be strong much longer. I know it would against my pride but I can't act fine anymore, I'm scared to be left. Yes I am, but being lied is better than being left out. I'm mature? no I'm not girls. I really need you girls by my side 'He mele no lilo ' forever guys <3
Well, I hope June would be nice to me like May does. I just need someone by my side cause I can't pretend to be strong much longer. I know it would against my pride but I can't act fine anymore, I'm scared to be left. Yes I am, but being lied is better than being left out. I'm mature? no I'm not girls. I really need you girls by my side 'He mele no lilo ' forever guys <3
Thursday
Picture perfect
Us? perfect. That's the only word I can express it, Very perfect. U, me and our step son. I love you so deary my love. Sayang sanggup tunggu bby tidur sampai pukul 5 , even bby banyak kali buat sayang menangis. So, why should I leave a guy who really loves me for a guy who just like me? I hope u trust me with all your heart like I do.
I hope u never lied to me nor played me. I can't face it, I never feel so open about this. But, u're the only guy I ever cried for except for umar. I love you so much, really loves you. I can't live without you, I didn't lie and I swear sayang. You're my everything, I don't want any other guys. But please don't played me sayang :'( apa yang sayang buat dekat bby tu keep on repeating inside my head.
I'll never tell you this, but I'm badly hurt . I may hurt you a lot but apa yang sayang buat dekat bby memang bby sakit sangat. That moment I really hate you. I feel so stupid to let another guy inside my life, time tu bby tak cakap apa2 pun but u're the who said that u only will tweet with amir stuff. bby bukak sayang mention dengan farahin tu, U ask me to stop contacting zuree so I did.
Even now sayang, I don't know why the hell u still talk with her. Every time I talk with you I feel like telling you this, 'I'm scared that u will leave me' . I know that u really patient with me, u never scold me or argue with me. That's why I love you sayang. I'm not perfect for you, I can't give what you want but I have give you my heart and I can love you with all my heart. I can't live a day without you with me sayang, you're my everything. I repeat, EVERYTHING.
I don't care if any girls had the most rich or good looking bf cause they will never get a guy like you. Sayang penyabar, baik sangat2, care about me and tak bosan sampai call bby berpuluh2 kali =.=" . That last part memang tak pernah ada ex bby call sebanyak sayang, but seriously scary cause bby macam buat salah je. Loveyouforever sayang .
I hope u never lied to me nor played me. I can't face it, I never feel so open about this. But, u're the only guy I ever cried for except for umar. I love you so much, really loves you. I can't live without you, I didn't lie and I swear sayang. You're my everything, I don't want any other guys. But please don't played me sayang :'( apa yang sayang buat dekat bby tu keep on repeating inside my head.
I'll never tell you this, but I'm badly hurt . I may hurt you a lot but apa yang sayang buat dekat bby memang bby sakit sangat. That moment I really hate you. I feel so stupid to let another guy inside my life, time tu bby tak cakap apa2 pun but u're the who said that u only will tweet with amir stuff. bby bukak sayang mention dengan farahin tu, U ask me to stop contacting zuree so I did.
Even now sayang, I don't know why the hell u still talk with her. Every time I talk with you I feel like telling you this, 'I'm scared that u will leave me' . I know that u really patient with me, u never scold me or argue with me. That's why I love you sayang. I'm not perfect for you, I can't give what you want but I have give you my heart and I can love you with all my heart. I can't live a day without you with me sayang, you're my everything. I repeat, EVERYTHING.
I don't care if any girls had the most rich or good looking bf cause they will never get a guy like you. Sayang penyabar, baik sangat2, care about me and tak bosan sampai call bby berpuluh2 kali =.=" . That last part memang tak pernah ada ex bby call sebanyak sayang, but seriously scary cause bby macam buat salah je. Loveyouforever sayang .
brat will always a brat
I'll salute u with my middle fingers up darl, u are not that rich. So can u please like put a note inside your brain or paste it on ur face? U my cousin, are not qualified to be my family. U have burden my family like a lot, if wasn't for my daddy's money u would just live inside a pig 's cosy room <3
'There's no place to seat' 'I'm not going to seat here like eeww' well dear, eeww you! let me just put a red carpet for u too seat and we'll seat on my poor uncosy chair. you're a dumb girl u know that? why the hell my parents even care about you? silly of me.
You're a princess rite? lupa pula :) ughhh, menyampah dengan perangai kau. aku berlagak cool? dude kalau aku tak cool aku dah lama maki kau tak. Family kau semua sama je, always blaming on my family. Sebab tu aku benci balik kampung, so mummy when you stalk my blog I hope you read this. Bagilah sejuta pun, I won't step a foot unless you're with me. I hate it, hate it. why? coz I hate it.
Why I hate you?
1) you're a brat
2) you always talk bad about me
3) kau tak layak jadi family aku
aku dah tak boleh nak bold dah apa yang aku tulis. Aku benci kau? understand that ke nak aku cakap english? kau kan mat salleh ? 'well my dear bitch cousin, I hate you so SO much'
'There's no place to seat' 'I'm not going to seat here like eeww' well dear, eeww you! let me just put a red carpet for u too seat and we'll seat on my poor uncosy chair. you're a dumb girl u know that? why the hell my parents even care about you? silly of me.
You're a princess rite? lupa pula :) ughhh, menyampah dengan perangai kau. aku berlagak cool? dude kalau aku tak cool aku dah lama maki kau tak. Family kau semua sama je, always blaming on my family. Sebab tu aku benci balik kampung, so mummy when you stalk my blog I hope you read this. Bagilah sejuta pun, I won't step a foot unless you're with me. I hate it, hate it. why? coz I hate it.
Why I hate you?
1) you're a brat
2) you always talk bad about me
3) kau tak layak jadi family aku
aku dah tak boleh nak bold dah apa yang aku tulis. Aku benci kau? understand that ke nak aku cakap english? kau kan mat salleh ? 'well my dear bitch cousin, I hate you so SO much'
My Prince Charming
Its funny when all the years my prince charming are just a guy who wrap in aluminum foil and not in bright shining armor. Yea, they all died before they fight with the dragon or some of them actually fall for the wicked stepmother. How ironic..
But now my prince charming is on my way to safe me , I hope he wouldn't give up in finding me or fall for the wicked stepsister. I promise you I wouldn't go anywhere I just need you to find me , because I'm literally lock up inside my far far away castle. I will never gonna leave you my prince, lots of prince try to save me but they all died.. haihh
I don't need a rich person or super hot guy, I just need a guy who loves me. A guy who will save me and fight bad guy just to make me yours, i'm tired of fake prince. So please, i'll waiting for you forever. I want to be your wife and be a good mother to your kids. I need you, really. I need you to be with me when I can't sleep, i'll never hurt you my prince charming for. I promise
I want our love story to end with 'so they lived happily ever after .
But now my prince charming is on my way to safe me , I hope he wouldn't give up in finding me or fall for the wicked stepsister. I promise you I wouldn't go anywhere I just need you to find me , because I'm literally lock up inside my far far away castle. I will never gonna leave you my prince, lots of prince try to save me but they all died.. haihh
I don't need a rich person or super hot guy, I just need a guy who loves me. A guy who will save me and fight bad guy just to make me yours, i'm tired of fake prince. So please, i'll waiting for you forever. I want to be your wife and be a good mother to your kids. I need you, really. I need you to be with me when I can't sleep, i'll never hurt you my prince charming for. I promise
I want our love story to end with 'so they lived happily ever after .
Wednesday
FUCK YOU
I'm not brilliant nor perfect like you, but kau baca ni word by word. Aku tak pernah nak backstab kau, sumpah tak pernah. Tapi start kau kutuk aku kau ingat aku suka lah? very lawak la kawan. Kau ada otak kan? kau bukan budak straight A ke? tapi peliklah bila otak kau tak function nak pikir perasaan aku :)
Kau time ada problem terhegeh 2 cari aku, dah sekarang kau jadi budak hot terus lupa aku. Harap kau sedarla sebab time dulu, kau yang tegur aku dulu tau.opss time tu kau belum hot lagi. Kau suka buat lawak kan dengan aku? but i'm sick of your joke. suka sangat gelak doh time kau buat lawak.
sorry ah tapi kan, kau memang perangai macam pukimak pun :) kau ingat kau hot aku nak kawan dengan kau? sorry brother but we are no longer friends. kau lupa apa aku cakap kat kau ke? memang la kau punya otak function bila study je eh?
Sorry sayang for being rude, tapi I can't stand ur perangai u are a jerk, penakut, perangai gelojoh macam vavi so.. malu pula aku nak ada kawan macam kau :) kau nak fake dengan aku? buatlah. aku pun boleh fake dengan kau bodoh :)
Thanks for showing me your real face so now i know which face to slap u, u spoiled my mood so kawan we are officially over okay? so pergi jauh 2 dari hidup aku eh fadhil? kau pandai but sayang kau takde otak nak pikir perasaan orang. selama ni aku backup kau , kau nak buat taik dengan aku? sayang doe ada kawan dengan kau.
Aku harap one day kau jumpa kawan yang fake dengan kau juga sayang. Kebabian kau tu memang tak boleh diatasi la weh. so kau pergi la fuck perempuan mana macam kau buat kat perasaan aku :) kau dah boleh pergi mati and fyi kalau kau mati pun aku takkan pergi dekat funeral kau. so, harap time tu kau tengok aku kat tepi kubur kau tu aku senyum je sebab aku tak nak kau sakitkan hati aku lagi.
kau memanglah takde hati, kau ingatlah kau punya secret berlambak dengan aku, tapi perangai aku tak setaik kau sampai aku nak pecahkan rahsia kau . aku sayang kau backstabber/fake bestie :*
Kau time ada problem terhegeh 2 cari aku, dah sekarang kau jadi budak hot terus lupa aku. Harap kau sedarla sebab time dulu, kau yang tegur aku dulu tau.opss time tu kau belum hot lagi. Kau suka buat lawak kan dengan aku? but i'm sick of your joke. suka sangat gelak doh time kau buat lawak.
sorry ah tapi kan, kau memang perangai macam pukimak pun :) kau ingat kau hot aku nak kawan dengan kau? sorry brother but we are no longer friends. kau lupa apa aku cakap kat kau ke? memang la kau punya otak function bila study je eh?
Sorry sayang for being rude, tapi I can't stand ur perangai u are a jerk, penakut, perangai gelojoh macam vavi so.. malu pula aku nak ada kawan macam kau :) kau nak fake dengan aku? buatlah. aku pun boleh fake dengan kau bodoh :)
Thanks for showing me your real face so now i know which face to slap u, u spoiled my mood so kawan we are officially over okay? so pergi jauh 2 dari hidup aku eh fadhil? kau pandai but sayang kau takde otak nak pikir perasaan orang. selama ni aku backup kau , kau nak buat taik dengan aku? sayang doe ada kawan dengan kau.
Aku harap one day kau jumpa kawan yang fake dengan kau juga sayang. Kebabian kau tu memang tak boleh diatasi la weh. so kau pergi la fuck perempuan mana macam kau buat kat perasaan aku :) kau dah boleh pergi mati and fyi kalau kau mati pun aku takkan pergi dekat funeral kau. so, harap time tu kau tengok aku kat tepi kubur kau tu aku senyum je sebab aku tak nak kau sakitkan hati aku lagi.
A bit trust from u
I just need you to trust me, that's it. I need you to stop think bad things about me. I may like other guys but I can never love other guys much as I do towards you. A bit of trust and we'll be fine.
U're my bestfriend, enemies, and my l0ver. Yes we're perfect, it'll be more perfect if we can stay together. I love you, yes I do. I don't want that fucking farahin sofi to have you. You're mine, mark that.
I just need trust from my friends, now after you said bad things about zatie on twitter. I have no idea how to trust you, you have gain my easily and you can lose mine that easy to. So please kawan :)
Aku kecik lagi nak cakap pasal trust? well aku human too sayang :*
U're my bestfriend, enemies, and my l0ver. Yes we're perfect, it'll be more perfect if we can stay together. I love you, yes I do. I don't want that fucking farahin sofi to have you. You're mine, mark that.
I just need trust from my friends, now after you said bad things about zatie on twitter. I have no idea how to trust you, you have gain my easily and you can lose mine that easy to. So please kawan :)
Aku kecik lagi nak cakap pasal trust? well aku human too sayang :*
Sunday
my love
I love you so much yes i do , I'll try everything to be with u . But please don't treat me like i don't care about u. I make u cry, I make u laugh. I really love you please believe that, I'll never go to other guys. I'll try to be faithful with u i promised u <3
I don't want to be with my crush, I just wanna be with u. I believe that u stop playing with girls feeling so I would do the same, u said u wouldn't cheat so I wouldn't cheating on u. U'll never get angry with me so i'll try not too. I love you so much sayang <3
I'll kemas my bilik sayang, don't worry :*
I don't want to be with my crush, I just wanna be with u. I believe that u stop playing with girls feeling so I would do the same, u said u wouldn't cheat so I wouldn't cheating on u. U'll never get angry with me so i'll try not too. I love you so much sayang <3
Karma hates me
I love him so SO much!! and when I decided to be with him, lots of thing happen.. and including the bitch who likes my ex-crush. Dude, are u that desperate? Maybe I should teach u how to close ur legs dear :) u really annoyed me .
But thank god he doesn't fall for u, and I'm freaking glad about it. I'm trying to be faithful here like HELLO! and then u decided to come into my life just great, girl. I am bitchy but I'm not the type who sleeps with my friends boyfriend :) just thank you for everything. But, the funny thing is he doesn't even bother about you,
So, thanks again for tell other boys bad thing about the my friends, yea.. that sure's a wise thing to do love. because in the end they'll tell me wat u said about us. U're so funny :) u're like this bitch who adores boys so much. I don't care if u want to be with my crush or watever but if u take my love from me, i'll make sure u will never be happy with him MARK THAT BIATCH <3
But thank god he doesn't fall for u, and I'm freaking glad about it. I'm trying to be faithful here like HELLO! and then u decided to come into my life just great, girl. I am bitchy but I'm not the type who sleeps with my friends boyfriend :) just thank you for everything. But, the funny thing is he doesn't even bother about you,
So, thanks again for tell other boys bad thing about the my friends, yea.. that sure's a wise thing to do love. because in the end they'll tell me wat u said about us. U're so funny :) u're like this bitch who adores boys so much. I don't care if u want to be with my crush or watever but if u take my love from me, i'll make sure u will never be happy with him MARK THAT BIATCH <3
Saturday
First Day Of April !
Bye march! I really hate you, you make me sick, angry and most of all you make me sad!! okay to be honest I do love March for some reason
1) dapat jumpa ex sb
2) lepak dengan zatie, aby dekat TS
3) BF aku baik <3
but seriously aku rasa aku punya bad things happen the most
1) capital A/ bitch rosakkan mood my friends and me
2) musuh aku in love dengan boyfriend aku
3) memang betul aku tak dapat capital H :(
I have mixed feelings but anyway, i cherished all this moment <3
1) dapat jumpa ex sb
2) lepak dengan zatie, aby dekat TS
3) BF aku baik <3
but seriously aku rasa aku punya bad things happen the most
1) capital A/ bitch rosakkan mood my friends and me
2) musuh aku in love dengan boyfriend aku
3) memang betul aku tak dapat capital H :(
I have mixed feelings but anyway, i cherished all this moment <3
Thursday
Things That Kept Me Going!!
See this? This is my super duper triple heroes <3 SHINEE!! HUWAITING!! they kept me going all day long with their cute and hyper :D
This is choi minho or in hangul 최민호, my future husband <3! He is a total sport maniac and he show himself as a great appa to yooujeun/yoogeun in hello baby!! kyaa!! love you so SO much! (^_^)
Tadadaada!! This is Jonghyun oppa <3 I love him so SO much! He is superb funny! I would give my whole life to hangout with this guy! There's funny accident when he play tunnel :P
Teehee.. This is taemim or also known as maknae taemim <3 super cute right? he's the youngest in Shinee and also!! he's 2 years older than me :D. I'm collecting my money to see this cutie pie <3 <3
This is Onew oppa!! hot aite?? hehe, love this guy a lot. he is shinee's leader! he has superb voice!! want him? well, get in line girl.. I'm just started to liking him
Saturday
All Heart Out....
I can't believe whats happening to me, I felt like I lost everything this year. I lost my friend, my confident, everything. But what really broke my heart is you.. I cried all night just to think about you. Just read your status, you are my best guy friend but you ruin it. I tell you everything that happen to me, well almost. When I stumble down, you came around and pick me up.
But, after a day you've changed a lot. ' I'm different than other guy' 'I will never hurt you' well looks like you break your promise. You shouldn't make a promise if you know someday you will break it. I love you so SO much. What have I done wrong?
I listen to you, You listen to me. We're happy like that, since you got a new friend and stuff you just dump me off :'( . I cried all night because of you. You shouldn't make me believe in you. you shouldn't make me fall for you, you shouldn't make me befriend with you :'(
I won't forgive you! how could I? well how could you? . I hate you for lying to me, I hate you!!
But, after a day you've changed a lot. ' I'm different than other guy' 'I will never hurt you' well looks like you break your promise. You shouldn't make a promise if you know someday you will break it. I love you so SO much. What have I done wrong?
I listen to you, You listen to me. We're happy like that, since you got a new friend and stuff you just dump me off :'( . I cried all night because of you. You shouldn't make me believe in you. you shouldn't make me fall for you, you shouldn't make me befriend with you :'(
I won't forgive you! how could I? well how could you? . I hate you for lying to me, I hate you!!
Friday
Get The Message Please.
Are u that dull, I mean seriously. I have never been annoyed like this, u really give me a bad impression about you, you're acting like a bitch. I mean seriously, how many picture of my guy friends u wanted to put inside your phone? It seems like you are a petty little whore, u show yourself as a pretty spoil princess and all u need is the boys attention. Funny thing is,u said that you know them better than yourself.
You make me happy just by show yourself so stupid :) keep going girl, i'm so happy that u keep acting like a whore. But sometimes, I feel bitch myself. But, after u calling me "gedik". I'll just think that u're worst than prostitute. I won't be judging you if u hadn't judging me so please girl. thanks a lot <3
Here's for you, my so-called prostitute girl friend <3
THEY OWN ME AS MUCH AS I OWN MYSELF .
Whenever my life turn upside down, they will be by my side. I'll never show weakness in front of them but they know if I'm hurt and they will never left me. They show up when my life crash into pieces, they teach me about believe and honesty.
We cried, We fight, We loved, We trust.. I need them and I loved them. People cried if they lost their lovers but i'm going to cry if I lose them. They are like my shadow, always with me. They with me when I'm on top and they still with me when I'm down. I'm nothing if it wasn't for them. I become Brave because of them. We protect each other, and never shall we betray.
I can't imagine when we grow apart and start living our own life, can I make it? and are we going to forget each other? I don't know if we will. I loved them as much as I love myself . U girls are my everything. :')
Forever love u girls , NISAA, S'CHAA, LEEYA, ADILAH, YANA, SYIRA, ADINI <3
I fight with them than we called it just a joke, if u played them then I'll give u a damn hell :)
My Forever Enemy And Hater..
Want to know what it is? I'm talking about Math... I have a very VERY bad feeling here :( okay lets begin with :
1) My addmath teacher/ my class teacher Mr zaid is or was angry with the girls in our class, and I think he's angry with me. I don't know what to do!! :'(
2) My math is C :'( WTF rite? Its so damn easy and I recheck it like a thousand time! I feel like that I'm going to die!!!
3) I have a very bad feeling about my addmath, seriously. I can't get a good result in my add math if I already got C in math =.="
4) My parents are SO taking my phone if they know about this, I have to wait till February to redeem my first test .
5) 1A for english. B+ for quran and sunnah, C+ for add math ~_~
Saturday
Itsy Bitsy Spider !
Heyyo! guess wat, there's a tarantula and everybody in the living room was freaking out, my dada went to a cup to cover the spider. But... he snapped the spider's leg like 2 of its legs. I'm not a spider person but I don't like animal or insect hurts and even butterflies, its just sad to see it hurts :'(. Just imagine that u're the spider or watever and people can hear or know wat u said or even when u hurt :'( I'm SO against living things cruelty!
Btw, last thursday i feel so lazy to go Prep but my school principle visited hostel that night and there's nothing I can do. While I was ironing my shirt my friend came to me and said "help pepper" and Btw again, pepper is hostel's cat. she lost her son/daughter I don't know, so I have to search high and low for it and pepper kept meowing but I have no idea what the hell is she saying! anyway, i found it and that makes me so relieve :D
I wonder what do they think, do they have feeling towards us and all. Anyway! i'm in exam mood! just finish up BM,BI,Bio and history :) Bio test is kindda funny because everybody in my class are cheating including me xP Even we're cheating I wonder how are we going to get good grades in exams with this kind of style we're doing :()
Btw, last thursday i feel so lazy to go Prep but my school principle visited hostel that night and there's nothing I can do. While I was ironing my shirt my friend came to me and said "help pepper" and Btw again, pepper is hostel's cat. she lost her son/daughter I don't know, so I have to search high and low for it and pepper kept meowing but I have no idea what the hell is she saying! anyway, i found it and that makes me so relieve :D
I wonder what do they think, do they have feeling towards us and all. Anyway! i'm in exam mood! just finish up BM,BI,Bio and history :) Bio test is kindda funny because everybody in my class are cheating including me xP Even we're cheating I wonder how are we going to get good grades in exams with this kind of style we're doing :()
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