First Day Of April !

  Bye march! I really hate you, you make me sick, angry and most of all you make me sad!! okay to be honest I do love March for some reason 

1) dapat jumpa ex sb 

2) lepak dengan zatie, aby dekat TS

3) BF aku baik <3

  but seriously aku rasa aku punya bad things happen the most

1) capital A/ bitch rosakkan mood my friends and me

2) musuh aku in love dengan boyfriend aku

3) memang betul aku tak dapat capital H :(

I have mixed feelings but anyway, i cherished all this moment <3

Things That Kept Me Going!!

See this? This is my super duper triple heroes <3 SHINEE!! HUWAITING!! they kept me going all day long with their cute and hyper :D

  This is choi minho or in hangul 최민호, my future husband <3! He is a total sport maniac and he show himself as a great appa to yooujeun/yoogeun in hello baby!! kyaa!! love you so SO much! (^_^)

 This is key oppa <3! The almighty key, he is superb in singing!! He is the first appa yoougeun loves the most because all yoogeun said 'key appa, key appa'

Tadadaada!! This is Jonghyun oppa <3 I love him so SO much! He is superb funny! I would give my whole life to hangout with this guy! There's funny accident when he play tunnel :P

Teehee.. This is taemim or also known as maknae taemim <3 super cute right? he's the youngest in Shinee and also!! he's 2 years older than me :D. I'm collecting my money to see this cutie pie <3 <3

 This is Onew oppa!! hot aite?? hehe, love this guy a lot. he is shinee's leader! he has superb voice!! want him? well, get in line girl.. I'm just started to liking him

Shinee Oppa!! I get to live this life when I see how cheerful you are :') loving all your friends and stuff, I'm not your fan for a long time, but started this week after saw 'hello baby'. Love you guys so SO much!!

All Heart Out....

  I can't believe whats happening to me, I felt like I lost everything this year. I lost my friend, my confident, everything. But what really broke my heart is you.. I cried all night just to think about you. Just read your status, you are my best guy friend but you ruin it. I tell you everything that happen to me, well almost. When I stumble down, you came around and pick me up. 

 But, after a day you've changed a lot. ' I'm different than other guy' 'I will never hurt you' well looks like you break your promise. You shouldn't make a promise if you know someday you will break it. I love you so SO much. What have I done wrong? 

 I listen to you, You listen to me. We're happy like that, since you got a new friend and stuff you just dump me off :'( . I cried all night because of you. You shouldn't make me believe in you. you shouldn't make me fall for you, you shouldn't make me befriend with you :'( 

 I won't forgive you! how could I? well how could you? . I hate you for lying to me, I hate you!!

 

Get The Message Please.

  Are u that dull, I mean seriously. I have never been annoyed like this, u really give me a bad impression about you, you're acting like a bitch. I mean seriously, how many picture of my guy friends u wanted to put inside your phone? It seems like you are a petty little whore, u show yourself as a pretty spoil princess and all u need is the boys attention. Funny thing is,u said that you know them better than yourself.

  You make me happy just by show yourself so stupid :) keep going girl, i'm so happy that u keep acting like a whore. But sometimes, I feel bitch myself. But, after u calling me "gedik". I'll just think that u're worst than prostitute. I won't be judging you if u hadn't judging me so please girl. thanks a lot <3

Here's for you, my so-called prostitute girl friend <3

BFF NEVER DIE

THEY OWN ME AS MUCH AS I OWN MYSELF .

    Whenever my life turn upside down, they will be by my side. I'll never show weakness in front of them but they know if I'm hurt and they will never left me. They show up when my life crash into pieces, they teach me about believe and honesty.

  We cried, We fight, We loved, We trust.. I need them and I loved them. People cried if they lost their lovers but i'm going to cry if I lose them. They are like my shadow, always with me. They with me when I'm on top and they still with me when I'm down. I'm nothing if it wasn't for them. I become Brave because of them. We protect each other, and never shall we betray.

 I can't imagine when we grow apart and start living our own life, can I make it? and are we going to forget each other? I don't know if we will. I loved them as much as I love myself . U girls are my everything. :')

Forever love u girls , NISAA, S'CHAA, LEEYA, ADILAH, YANA, SYIRA, ADINI <3

I fight with them than we called it just a joke, if u played them then I'll give u a damn hell :)

My Forever Enemy And Hater..

   Want to know what it is? I'm talking about Math... I have a very VERY bad feeling here :( okay lets begin with :

1) My addmath teacher/ my class teacher Mr zaid is or was angry with the girls in our class, and I think he's angry with me. I don't know what to do!! :'(

2) My math is C :'( WTF rite? Its so damn easy and I recheck it like a thousand time! I feel like that I'm going to die!!!

3) I have a very bad feeling about my addmath, seriously. I can't get a good result in my add math if I already got C in math =.="

4) My parents are SO taking my phone if they know about this, I have to wait till February to redeem my first test .

5) 1A for english. B+ for quran and sunnah, C+ for add math ~_~

Itsy Bitsy Spider !

   Heyyo! guess wat, there's a tarantula and everybody in the living room was freaking out, my dada went to a cup to cover the spider. But... he snapped the spider's leg like 2 of its legs. I'm not a spider person but I don't like animal or insect hurts and even butterflies, its just sad to see it hurts :'(. Just imagine that u're the spider or watever and people can hear or know wat u said or even when u hurt :'( I'm SO against living things cruelty!

 Btw, last thursday i feel so lazy to go Prep but my school principle visited hostel that night and there's nothing I can do. While I was ironing my shirt my friend came to me and said "help pepper" and Btw again, pepper is hostel's cat. she lost her son/daughter I don't know, so I have to search high and low for it and pepper kept meowing but I have no idea what the hell is she saying! anyway, i found it and that makes me so relieve :D

 I wonder what do they think, do they have feeling towards us and all. Anyway! i'm in exam mood! just finish up BM,BI,Bio and history :) Bio test is kindda funny because everybody in my class are cheating including me xP Even we're cheating I wonder how are we going to get good grades in exams with this kind of style we're doing :()

Good Bye My Love

Sorry for everything that I have done to you, all the words that I said. But, I hope you will know that no matter what happen I will always in love with you. You have break my heart and there's nobody can help me. Thanks for everything I said or do, but I think that we were never meant to be together. Its not that you never suit me its that I'm not good enough for you. You're a nice guy , and i'm not a nice girl to begin with :')

I'll buy you a present and perhaps a jacket and i wish that you will take a good care of it. Its time for me to forget you, and its time for me to redeem all my broken hearted time . Thanks for the 10 cent ice-cream anyway but I didn't eat and I'm sorry. I trashed it out and I'm sorry . But its just to humiliating for me and don't ask me why let it alone inside me :) Thanks for everything and you're the first guy that I have a crushed on and I can't impress you . So, goodbye and lets be friends and pray that I'll get a guy someday and he just like you <3

its all about me !

  Its all about me , me , me , me, me and nothing about him , him, him, him , him and i don't  give a damn about what he think think think .

 He's nothing to do with me , me, me , me. And I don't give a fuck of what you think , think, think, think. Finally he had me shot him in the private part, totally knock you out, phoney king. making you had look like no brain. Never met a guy so sh**** making me puke all over him coz he's nothing to do with me . me , me , me xP

 Poor Auburrn! haha fuck you B O Y S !!

Thank you

  When u think u're happy, that'll be the time all the bad thing happens to you. People love Friday, I hate Friday. People love their weekend and I hate mine. I hate you!!!

  Just to think that u're my first love then all the girls come and chase u, when I played you then you come crawling at me. When I'm madly in love with then you just ditch me. How dare you! you just walk all over me and left me. Stop saying u're perfect, cause I know you're not. You're rich enough? buy this world then go and show off. You're freaking genius? then tell me a theory to become mortal.

  So, accept my dare? Its been 3 years I have never hate anyone. Now, congratulation! I fuckingly hate you. Its not that i'm jealous its because you're being boastful. You're acting like you're the most perfect than all of my friend. Fuck you for hating my friend! let me tell you, do you live our life? do you cry our pain? do wear poker face when our family having crisis? I have never met a person like you!

 I know that u have all money in this world. I know you lived in a big happy family, all the girls love you, all the boys wanna be you. You're so SO perfect! yes, I'm being jealous! You wear all the confident that I don't have. You have a family that loves you, You have all the things you want, you got straight A's in exam!

 Well, thank you :') for finally waking me up to know that I'm not perfect, making me realized that my family is not perfect but I love them. Can you be grateful? do you know that everybody would do anything to lived your life? You're just like other guys I know so thanks a lot for making me hurt. Thank you for making me look stupid.

 I'm so over you finally! even if i'm not but I'll try. I'm not perfect like you so i have to take time , and thank you to finally show your real self. Thank you so much :')

Facts about girl!

    List Of What Girls Want :

- Boyfriend who would stop compare u with other girls

- A guy who would choose you for your attitude

- A guy who would text us once he got the text

- Stop being jealous when we talk to any boys

- A guy that love us and not just in bed

- A guy that loves his family more than us

- Guys should know that we girls may like heaps of boys but we would only love our boyfriend

- Yes we're jealous of you when you talk to other girls but we will never said it

- If you think of playing us, do think that we play better than you so please be honest :)

- We loved it when we catch u looking at us

- We would look at our boys once we got the chance

- We're always scare that we make him angry

- Its not that we don't share our secret its that we're afraid to make u're worried

- lastly, please say I LOVE YOU instead of ily, it makes us felt granted

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHAFIZ <3

10 February Valentine

      Want to know what's with the date? its his birthday :) I know that I shouldn't care or give a damn about it. I just really love him and guess what? he didn't come to school for 4 days. =.=", I'm the person in charge for farabians peep birthday, once he asked about the birthday card he just lean over and said 'Don't u wanna wish me anything?'

  *dupdap* thats how I felt , Then! the whole class sang birthday song to him :'). I'm so stupid for not wish him that morning! Or else I would be the first person in the class to wish him. I miss him so SO much!! Its been 2 days that I kept thinking about present for him.

  Should I give him a jacket? gym T? or a watch? hmm, I'm going out next Saturday, I still think to go on with the jacket thingy but ayu my friend said to give him a gym T. hmm, I just hope he like my present :/

tralalala~

Awak.. awak cakap nak story kat I.. seriously dude u are one #$%^* girl. U know that I freaking love him but why the hell u would still get cozy with him. Alright fine! u want him? take him! I don't give a shit even u both eloped! me confessing? hell no, I'm not playing hard to get but let me tell u something. I'm not an easy bitch to get, thats what u being calling me aite? I'll let u call me names and please see if I actually give a damn about it =__=". I'm a bitch well so what? I still have my virgin, I have my family, my friends love me. So, why would u trying to make my life miserable?

Seriously girl... just get OUTTA MY LIFE. and btw, why are u chitty chatty bout my friends girl? They don't even know who are you, so just leave it alone. If I heard u talking bout them with my own damn ears then u'll face the music. call me poker? see if i care. call me spoiled, see if i'm acting like one.. and once u got all of the boys attention then tell me, lets see if they really getting over me :)

nervousnervous..

  MSSD dah dekat la, migod! now I have to train everyday *notlikely* but i have to waste my weekend maa.. My coach is driving me crazay!! okayokay, i'm talking about tennis here, i know u guys dah macam*watdafuckshestalkingbout* hmm, letih gila tapi tak pe! chayok!! nanti pemilihan maybe around this week, harap2 x clash dengan volleyball, last yr i'm not really into sport because of pmr, but its okay :) time to make it up bebeh!

  Anyway~ my racquet string dah loose, pukul bola semalam macam nak tercabut dah tangan ni haa, nasib x tercabut betul -..-" pukul 5 ni ada lagi, it would be nice kalau I tak stay hostel, tiap2 hari boleh training. hmm, redha je la. anyway, i want a trophy and sijil dis year for sport! nervous gila ouh, malam ni nak buat solat tahajjud :) well now, cheerio guys!

hehe~ gambar tgah gila xP

OHMIGOD!!

  Argh!! why do u really love to bother me girl? u know i like him so damn much then why do u have to tergedik2 at him? He doesn't like u doing that. I don't care if u get him coz I really love him and I hate you so much! u're new to SB and yet u're acting like u know everything!

 U're being nice, i know but i really hate it when u read my text, u ask about him because i know that i love lotss of boys but i will never let him go, EVER!! so please back off..

 I know that u think u're hot but let me get to you YOU'RE NOT!! u being like a bitch to your friend, let me tell you something. i love my friends more than him, so just get out of my life coz u're not welcome to it

My Super Hero II

  Hihi, Looks like i'm going to update new post for a while. I did mention I can't wait to meet up with new friends right? Well, I'm actually scared that ***** would fall to other girls. Its kindda heart breaking just to think of it.. I wish I can tell him how much he means to me. I don't need any guy all I need is him, U're my sunshine and u're my poison.

  But, at least I get to see him again right? even if he falls for other girls and stuff.. I'm going to be happy as long as he's happy.. I will always love you sayang and I will do anything to make u mine <3. I hope we're in the same class and I hope that u will have the same feeling as me.. And I want u to know that I will wait for u a thousand years :')

  U will always be my true love sayang <3

Nightmare Before going Back To Hostel..

  Ughh!! talk about nightmares... I'm super duper triple panic! Looks like i'm going to have a new warden so peeps.. wish me luck. I'm going to have a new friends and i'm kindda happy bout it. Meet up with new teachers and of course hello new hostel room!! Looks I have to make a new complaint for a new room..

  I took the hostel management 6 month to repair our toilet! I have no idea wat going to happen tomorrow, so really wish me luck :/

feeling sick ... *sigh*

  Konichiwa! I hope u guys had a great start this wednesday (1st day of school) I'm trying to make a list wat to buy for hostel.. I don't want to make a long list but it seems all the item really's all I need ;) Today, I bought all school stuff.. I'm happy when buying things but when I think wat I'll face.. *sigh*

  I'm going to go back hostel 2morrow! maybe after zohor, so soo anxious! I can't wait to go to school and meet new friends and any hot guys, yeeehhooo :D I'm going to continue blogging tonight. Chaw peeps... :D 

我爱你], 大好きです , 사랑해, Te amo , I love you