Good Bye My Love

Sorry for everything that I have done to you, all the words that I said. But, I hope you will know that no matter what happen I will always in love with you. You have break my heart and there's nobody can help me. Thanks for everything I said or do, but I think that we were never meant to be together. Its not that you never suit me its that I'm not good enough for you. You're a nice guy , and i'm not a nice girl to begin with :')

I'll buy you a present and perhaps a jacket and i wish that you will take a good care of it. Its time for me to forget you, and its time for me to redeem all my broken hearted time . Thanks for the 10 cent ice-cream anyway but I didn't eat and I'm sorry. I trashed it out and I'm sorry . But its just to humiliating for me and don't ask me why let it alone inside me :) Thanks for everything and you're the first guy that I have a crushed on and I can't impress you . So, goodbye and lets be friends and pray that I'll get a guy someday and he just like you <3

its all about me !

  Its all about me , me , me , me, me and nothing about him , him, him, him , him and i don't  give a damn about what he think think think .

 He's nothing to do with me , me, me , me. And I don't give a fuck of what you think , think, think, think. Finally he had me shot him in the private part, totally knock you out, phoney king. making you had look like no brain. Never met a guy so sh**** making me puke all over him coz he's nothing to do with me . me , me , me xP

 Poor Auburrn! haha fuck you B O Y S !!

Thank you

  When u think u're happy, that'll be the time all the bad thing happens to you. People love Friday, I hate Friday. People love their weekend and I hate mine. I hate you!!!

  Just to think that u're my first love then all the girls come and chase u, when I played you then you come crawling at me. When I'm madly in love with then you just ditch me. How dare you! you just walk all over me and left me. Stop saying u're perfect, cause I know you're not. You're rich enough? buy this world then go and show off. You're freaking genius? then tell me a theory to become mortal.

  So, accept my dare? Its been 3 years I have never hate anyone. Now, congratulation! I fuckingly hate you. Its not that i'm jealous its because you're being boastful. You're acting like you're the most perfect than all of my friend. Fuck you for hating my friend! let me tell you, do you live our life? do you cry our pain? do wear poker face when our family having crisis? I have never met a person like you!

 I know that u have all money in this world. I know you lived in a big happy family, all the girls love you, all the boys wanna be you. You're so SO perfect! yes, I'm being jealous! You wear all the confident that I don't have. You have a family that loves you, You have all the things you want, you got straight A's in exam!

 Well, thank you :') for finally waking me up to know that I'm not perfect, making me realized that my family is not perfect but I love them. Can you be grateful? do you know that everybody would do anything to lived your life? You're just like other guys I know so thanks a lot for making me hurt. Thank you for making me look stupid.

 I'm so over you finally! even if i'm not but I'll try. I'm not perfect like you so i have to take time , and thank you to finally show your real self. Thank you so much :')

Facts about girl!

    List Of What Girls Want :

- Boyfriend who would stop compare u with other girls

- A guy who would choose you for your attitude

- A guy who would text us once he got the text

- Stop being jealous when we talk to any boys

- A guy that love us and not just in bed

- A guy that loves his family more than us

- Guys should know that we girls may like heaps of boys but we would only love our boyfriend

- Yes we're jealous of you when you talk to other girls but we will never said it

- If you think of playing us, do think that we play better than you so please be honest :)

- We loved it when we catch u looking at us

- We would look at our boys once we got the chance

- We're always scare that we make him angry

- Its not that we don't share our secret its that we're afraid to make u're worried

- lastly, please say I LOVE YOU instead of ily, it makes us felt granted

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHAFIZ <3

10 February Valentine

      Want to know what's with the date? its his birthday :) I know that I shouldn't care or give a damn about it. I just really love him and guess what? he didn't come to school for 4 days. =.=", I'm the person in charge for farabians peep birthday, once he asked about the birthday card he just lean over and said 'Don't u wanna wish me anything?'

  *dupdap* thats how I felt , Then! the whole class sang birthday song to him :'). I'm so stupid for not wish him that morning! Or else I would be the first person in the class to wish him. I miss him so SO much!! Its been 2 days that I kept thinking about present for him.

  Should I give him a jacket? gym T? or a watch? hmm, I'm going out next Saturday, I still think to go on with the jacket thingy but ayu my friend said to give him a gym T. hmm, I just hope he like my present :/

tralalala~

Awak.. awak cakap nak story kat I.. seriously dude u are one #$%^* girl. U know that I freaking love him but why the hell u would still get cozy with him. Alright fine! u want him? take him! I don't give a shit even u both eloped! me confessing? hell no, I'm not playing hard to get but let me tell u something. I'm not an easy bitch to get, thats what u being calling me aite? I'll let u call me names and please see if I actually give a damn about it =__=". I'm a bitch well so what? I still have my virgin, I have my family, my friends love me. So, why would u trying to make my life miserable?

Seriously girl... just get OUTTA MY LIFE. and btw, why are u chitty chatty bout my friends girl? They don't even know who are you, so just leave it alone. If I heard u talking bout them with my own damn ears then u'll face the music. call me poker? see if i care. call me spoiled, see if i'm acting like one.. and once u got all of the boys attention then tell me, lets see if they really getting over me :)

nervousnervous..

  MSSD dah dekat la, migod! now I have to train everyday *notlikely* but i have to waste my weekend maa.. My coach is driving me crazay!! okayokay, i'm talking about tennis here, i know u guys dah macam*watdafuckshestalkingbout* hmm, letih gila tapi tak pe! chayok!! nanti pemilihan maybe around this week, harap2 x clash dengan volleyball, last yr i'm not really into sport because of pmr, but its okay :) time to make it up bebeh!

  Anyway~ my racquet string dah loose, pukul bola semalam macam nak tercabut dah tangan ni haa, nasib x tercabut betul -..-" pukul 5 ni ada lagi, it would be nice kalau I tak stay hostel, tiap2 hari boleh training. hmm, redha je la. anyway, i want a trophy and sijil dis year for sport! nervous gila ouh, malam ni nak buat solat tahajjud :) well now, cheerio guys!

hehe~ gambar tgah gila xP

OHMIGOD!!

  Argh!! why do u really love to bother me girl? u know i like him so damn much then why do u have to tergedik2 at him? He doesn't like u doing that. I don't care if u get him coz I really love him and I hate you so much! u're new to SB and yet u're acting like u know everything!

 U're being nice, i know but i really hate it when u read my text, u ask about him because i know that i love lotss of boys but i will never let him go, EVER!! so please back off..

 I know that u think u're hot but let me get to you YOU'RE NOT!! u being like a bitch to your friend, let me tell you something. i love my friends more than him, so just get out of my life coz u're not welcome to it

My Super Hero II

  Hihi, Looks like i'm going to update new post for a while. I did mention I can't wait to meet up with new friends right? Well, I'm actually scared that ***** would fall to other girls. Its kindda heart breaking just to think of it.. I wish I can tell him how much he means to me. I don't need any guy all I need is him, U're my sunshine and u're my poison.

  But, at least I get to see him again right? even if he falls for other girls and stuff.. I'm going to be happy as long as he's happy.. I will always love you sayang and I will do anything to make u mine <3. I hope we're in the same class and I hope that u will have the same feeling as me.. And I want u to know that I will wait for u a thousand years :')

  U will always be my true love sayang <3

Nightmare Before going Back To Hostel..

  Ughh!! talk about nightmares... I'm super duper triple panic! Looks like i'm going to have a new warden so peeps.. wish me luck. I'm going to have a new friends and i'm kindda happy bout it. Meet up with new teachers and of course hello new hostel room!! Looks I have to make a new complaint for a new room..

  I took the hostel management 6 month to repair our toilet! I have no idea wat going to happen tomorrow, so really wish me luck :/

feeling sick ... *sigh*

  Konichiwa! I hope u guys had a great start this wednesday (1st day of school) I'm trying to make a list wat to buy for hostel.. I don't want to make a long list but it seems all the item really's all I need ;) Today, I bought all school stuff.. I'm happy when buying things but when I think wat I'll face.. *sigh*

  I'm going to go back hostel 2morrow! maybe after zohor, so soo anxious! I can't wait to go to school and meet new friends and any hot guys, yeeehhooo :D I'm going to continue blogging tonight. Chaw peeps... :D 

我爱你], 大好きです , 사랑해, Te amo , I love you

My Super Hero !

 Hmm, korang nak tau tak? Tadi kan, dia online! sape 'dia'? hihi of course la my super hero, dia comel sangatsangat!! First time, Bell addict dekat a guy this bad.. Tadi masa Nisaa datang rumah, we girls pun startla stalk form 5 punya FB. Tengok 2 dia online <3 tapi sayang sangat sebab elok-elok je nak tekan chat, dia dah off balik :(.. Takpe la, takde rezeki kot.. let me tell you things about him.

 He's in the same class as me, his sister is/was form 5 on 2011, He's name is *$#$@, But I rather call him by an artist name that my friend Hasya gave him, maybe not Hasya but somebody la.. He's super cute and he's so not like other guys.. He's kindda Alim type but not that serious *phew* .. Anyway... Seriously I fall for that guy!! but... rumors seriously bring me down, people said he already had a girl but half of his friend said he doesn't have one.. I'm not a kind nor pretty girl.. Sometimes I don't think i'll get him.. but no matter wat happen I will always love you and try my best to get you... Chaiyok!! <3

 And one more thing! he play tennis!! awesome right? but not as good as me :P hihi

F>R>U>S>T>R>A>T>E>D

  AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!! Everybody should be happy with first day of 2012. But not me, its been a fucked up day and I'm so annoyed! Why oh..Why people really loved to critic my life, let me tell you something.. Did your parents taught you to judge me? My god.. u're such pain. Let me ever get this straight to you...

                              1) U'RE NOT MY GOD, STOP JUDGING ME!

                               2) I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU!

                               3) U NEVER OWN MY LIFE, MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS!

                               4) YOUR BOYFRIEND NEVER LOVES YOU

                               5) YOU'RE SO FAKE.

  Don't like my statement? well, screw you! U never thought about others feeling then, why should I care about you? Its your boyfriend yang text me, he's just my abang angkat even so why are u being such a bitch? Kau tengok dulu sape yang start hantar "I LOVE YOU" semua, bodoh la kau ni, Just setakat lelaki kau nak malukan diri kau.. Kalau kau sedar la kan, boyfriend kau tu memang pasang banyak perempuan la wey... Get A Life Freak... <3

Last Saturday Of 2011...

 *yawn*... Hmm, I slept kinda late last night and the first think that jerks me out from my sleep is OHMIGODIDIDN'TPOSTANYTHINGNEWONBLOG!!! My friend thought I finally gave up on it but seriously, no. Today would be the last of 2011 which full of memories, new friends I got, pulling my friend to join us for haunted house, fight and many more..

  Now, it comes to an end. New people, new stuff and new problem to sort out.. Its really sad when u think about your past, to remember your friends laughter, tears and even a bad fight. U will never know when to meet up with them after this. Maybe they would change, b'coz thats wat people do.. But even in the future u will never forget the person because the memories we create stop us from being an enemy :)

  It sure is sad when our friends even just a classmate change school, because in SB they were only like 90+ students. and we know every one of them.. u will miss your enemy even because u have nobody to hate after this. The only thing to do is face the music and meet up with new people now..

  I got 2 1/2 days before going back to hostel and god... wish me luck for this new season of my life.. AMIN! :D

My Monkee !!

 Let me tell u something than only I could have in this world, A bestie that every girl die to have! My monkee!! She is so cheerful and nice! she listen to what I have to say about everybody and she will keep listen to me. Even my close friend wouldn't listen to me sometimes, She hears all my stories whether its suck, sad or about a guy i like :)

 She is super nice, she'll talk to me about all the best movie ever! and i must say that she had a great sense for everything!! she thinks wat i'll thinking and most of all she really know how to cheer me up =D, i told u she's better than ur bestie huh?

Well, she would be my best friend ever and nothing can change it the hottest guy in the world. She had this big sense of humor and we'll laugh to everything she said with a straight face, everybody who got to know her would definitely agree about this...

  But.. The sad part is about to come, she's going to change school next year :'( and i'm totally going to miss her. There would be no one to tell jokes nor listen to my story anymore. Still, I want her to know something that she will be my bestfriend forever! and nothing change that even destiny.

 This is sincerely from me to you S'chaa :) hope u read this 

PD day I

OH.. My... GOD..

U will not believe what happen today... Well, This place was great and really love it :D, Loads of game and best of all Scuba diving. Its been a long time this family didn't hang out together. Best day ever!! well, totally better than yesterday anyway :)

Well, before we're off to PD, i got a math tuition this morning and ugh!! My teacher was a completely pain b'coz all he did today was saying how the i got a bad result. I was like HELLO?! who are u?? My mom?! even my parents were proud of it. Such a scumbag but at last he did said congrats.

But skip about that!! u will so not believe wat i saw today!! it happen just like few minutes ago after my sis and I gone to dinner.. well, guess wat.. I Saw a Naked Man and completely without any strings on, Its not my fault that i saw it. That wat happen when u left ur window open. I must say that he's kindda hot :)

Done for it

Finally!! i've got my pmr result. its not that good but still i'm grateful with it. I can't sleep at all last nite, i try to turn and all but still... At least, tonight i can sleep :DD. My sibling never stop laughing at me coz i got B for BM and they said i'm Bangla instead of malay =.=" ne~ want to know something!

I saw him!! but why oh why must he came with his sister... I'm so annoyed seeing her. it seems like anything I do must be related to that women.. ughh.. honey. I really love u but u can't make me love ur sister until she said sorry to me :) she'll know wat i mean . Today was the best day ever!!

Until this guy from my school really annoyed me. It has nothing to do with u la idiot.. who i like or wat i eat has nothing to do with u.. Is it me or people are really getting on my nerve lately talking about the guy i like.. Maybe he's a jerk and all but he is still better than u.. wanna know why? coz he never backstab his own friend like u're doing.

Haiyoo, Teachers should teach new thing.. pay respect to others.

hello!!

  Hay i'm back!! I got so many stories to write down.. Last night, when my mummy call me. She said that I have to fry up a fish.. a very big one! so as started to peel of its scale.. My kitty start to jump on the table. I thought he was hungry or something so I left the fish and make my way to my cat's food..

 boy, i'm so stupid.. Of coz my kitty ran of with the fish and hell break loose, my mummy of course she was pissed of. But, luckily theres still a fish that kind of type in the fridge, so i'm practically safe :) anyway!! i'm so scared...

 I'm such a bad girl! I only pray when i needed something and now I felt that i'm really such a bad girl.. so today while writing this i'm also chatting with my senior talking about this.. he said that maybe the prayer will turn up 20/80. Thats very assuring =.=". But, I had try my best right? hmm... one word.. TAWAKAL :/ which the last thing I would do

rainy days !

  Yea!! its raining and that only mean one thing.. theres no tuition! banzai!! Ugh.. I just love my life now. The thing that i'll do today is sleep and guling-guling :) ne~ wanna know sumthing?? I think I just hate boys... The thing they only good are sleep, poop and think with their dick.. eeuuww.. rite?

 I'm going to continue later because my mummy keep knocking the door, I wonder wats up :/