Saturday

nervousnervous..

  MSSD dah dekat la, migod! now I have to train everyday *notlikely* but i have to waste my weekend maa.. My coach is driving me crazay!! okayokay, i'm talking about tennis here, i know u guys dah macam*watdafuckshestalkingbout* hmm, letih gila tapi tak pe! chayok!! nanti pemilihan maybe around this week, harap2 x clash dengan volleyball, last yr i'm not really into sport because of pmr, but its okay :) time to make it up bebeh!

  Anyway~ my racquet string dah loose, pukul bola semalam macam nak tercabut dah tangan ni haa, nasib x tercabut betul -..-" pukul 5 ni ada lagi, it would be nice kalau I tak stay hostel, tiap2 hari boleh training. hmm, redha je la. anyway, i want a trophy and sijil dis year for sport! nervous gila ouh, malam ni nak buat solat tahajjud :) well now, cheerio guys!









hehe~ gambar tgah gila xP

Thursday

OHMIGOD!!

  Argh!! why do u really love to bother me girl? u know i like him so damn much then why do u have to tergedik2 at him? He doesn't like u doing that. I don't care if u get him coz I really love him and I hate you so much! u're new to SB and yet u're acting like u know everything!

 U're being nice, i know but i really hate it when u read my text, u ask about him because i know that i love lotss of boys but i will never let him go, EVER!! so please back off..

 I know that u think u're hot but let me get to you YOU'RE NOT!! u being like a bitch to your friend, let me tell you something. i love my friends more than him, so just get out of my life coz u're not welcome to it

Monday

My Super Hero II

  Hihi, Looks like i'm going to update new post for a while. I did mention I can't wait to meet up with new friends right? Well, I'm actually scared that ***** would fall to other girls. Its kindda heart breaking just to think of it.. I wish I can tell him how much he means to me. I don't need any guy all I need is him, U're my sunshine and u're my poison.

  But, at least I get to see him again right? even if he falls for other girls and stuff.. I'm going to be happy as long as he's happy.. I will always love you sayang and I will do anything to make u mine <3. I hope we're in the same class and I hope that u will have the same feeling as me.. And I want u to know that I will wait for u a thousand years :')




  U will always be my true love sayang <3

Nightmare Before going Back To Hostel..

  Ughh!! talk about nightmares... I'm super duper triple panic! Looks like i'm going to have a new warden so peeps.. wish me luck. I'm going to have a new friends and i'm kindda happy bout it. Meet up with new teachers and of course hello new hostel room!! Looks I have to make a new complaint for a new room..

  I took the hostel management 6 month to repair our toilet! I have no idea wat going to happen tomorrow, so really wish me luck :/

feeling sick ... *sigh*

  Konichiwa! I hope u guys had a great start this wednesday (1st day of school) I'm trying to make a list wat to buy for hostel.. I don't want to make a long list but it seems all the item really's all I need ;) Today, I bought all school stuff.. I'm happy when buying things but when I think wat I'll face.. *sigh*

  I'm going to go back hostel 2morrow! maybe after zohor, so soo anxious! I can't wait to go to school and meet new friends and any hot guys, yeeehhooo :D I'm going to continue blogging tonight. Chaw peeps... :D 

Sunday

我爱你], 大好きです , 사랑해, Te amo , I love you

My Super Hero !

 Hmm, korang nak tau tak? Tadi kan, dia online! sape 'dia'? hihi of course la my super hero, dia comel sangatsangat!! First time, Bell addict dekat a guy this bad.. Tadi masa Nisaa datang rumah, we girls pun startla stalk form 5 punya FB. Tengok 2 dia online <3 tapi sayang sangat sebab elok-elok je nak tekan chat, dia dah off balik :(.. Takpe la, takde rezeki kot.. let me tell you things about him.

 He's in the same class as me, his sister is/was form 5 on 2011, He's name is *$#$@, But I rather call him by an artist name that my friend Hasya gave him, maybe not Hasya but somebody la.. He's super cute and he's so not like other guys.. He's kindda Alim type but not that serious *phew* .. Anyway... Seriously I fall for that guy!! but... rumors seriously bring me down, people said he already had a girl but half of his friend said he doesn't have one.. I'm not a kind nor pretty girl.. Sometimes I don't think i'll get him.. but no matter wat happen I will always love you and try my best to get you... Chaiyok!! <3

 And one more thing! he play tennis!! awesome right? but not as good as me :P hihi

F>R>U>S>T>R>A>T>E>D


  AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!! Everybody should be happy with first day of 2012. But not me, its been a fucked up day and I'm so annoyed! Why oh..Why people really loved to critic my life, let me tell you something.. Did your parents taught you to judge me? My god.. u're such pain. Let me ever get this straight to you...

                              1) U'RE NOT MY GOD, STOP JUDGING ME!
                               2) I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU!

                               3) U NEVER OWN MY LIFE, MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS!

                               4) YOUR BOYFRIEND NEVER LOVES YOU

                               5) YOU'RE SO FAKE.

  Don't like my statement? well, screw you! U never thought about others feeling then, why should I care about you? Its your boyfriend yang text me, he's just my abang angkat even so why are u being such a bitch? Kau tengok dulu sape yang start hantar "I LOVE YOU" semua, bodoh la kau ni, Just setakat lelaki kau nak malukan diri kau.. Kalau kau sedar la kan, boyfriend kau tu memang pasang banyak perempuan la wey... Get A Life Freak... <3

Friday

Last Saturday Of 2011...

 *yawn*... Hmm, I slept kinda late last night and the first think that jerks me out from my sleep is OHMIGODIDIDN'TPOSTANYTHINGNEWONBLOG!!! My friend thought I finally gave up on it but seriously, no. Today would be the last of 2011 which full of memories, new friends I got, pulling my friend to join us for haunted house, fight and many more..

  Now, it comes to an end. New people, new stuff and new problem to sort out.. Its really sad when u think about your past, to remember your friends laughter, tears and even a bad fight. U will never know when to meet up with them after this. Maybe they would change, b'coz thats wat people do.. But even in the future u will never forget the person because the memories we create stop us from being an enemy :)

  It sure is sad when our friends even just a classmate change school, because in SB they were only like 90+ students. and we know every one of them.. u will miss your enemy even because u have nobody to hate after this. The only thing to do is face the music and meet up with new people now..

  I got 2 1/2 days before going back to hostel and god... wish me luck for this new season of my life.. AMIN! :D

My Monkee !!

 Let me tell u something than only I could have in this world, A bestie that every girl die to have! My monkee!! She is so cheerful and nice! she listen to what I have to say about everybody and she will keep listen to me. Even my close friend wouldn't listen to me sometimes, She hears all my stories whether its suck, sad or about a guy i like :)

 She is super nice, she'll talk to me about all the best movie ever! and i must say that she had a great sense for everything!! she thinks wat i'll thinking and most of all she really know how to cheer me up =D, i told u she's better than ur bestie huh?


Well, she would be my best friend ever and nothing can change it the hottest guy in the world. She had this big sense of humor and we'll laugh to everything she said with a straight face, everybody who got to know her would definitely agree about this...

  But.. The sad part is about to come, she's going to change school next year :'( and i'm totally going to miss her. There would be no one to tell jokes nor listen to my story anymore. Still, I want her to know something that she will be my bestfriend forever! and nothing change that even destiny.

 This is sincerely from me to you S'chaa :) hope u read this 

PD day I

OH.. My... GOD..

U will not believe what happen today... Well, This place was great and really love it :D, Loads of game and best of all Scuba diving. Its been a long time this family didn't hang out together. Best day ever!! well, totally better than yesterday anyway :)

Well, before we're off to PD, i got a math tuition this morning and ugh!! My teacher was a completely pain b'coz all he did today was saying how the i got a bad result. I was like HELLO?! who are u?? My mom?! even my parents were proud of it. Such a scumbag but at last he did said congrats.

But skip about that!! u will so not believe wat i saw today!! it happen just like few minutes ago after my sis and I gone to dinner.. well, guess wat.. I Saw a Naked Man and completely without any strings on, Its not my fault that i saw it. That wat happen when u left ur window open. I must say that he's kindda hot :)

Thursday

Done for it

Finally!! i've got my pmr result. its not that good but still i'm grateful with it. I can't sleep at all last nite, i try to turn and all but still... At least, tonight i can sleep :DD. My sibling never stop laughing at me coz i got B for BM and they said i'm Bangla instead of malay =.=" ne~ want to know something!

I saw him!! but why oh why must he came with his sister... I'm so annoyed seeing her. it seems like anything I do must be related to that women.. ughh.. honey. I really love u but u can't make me love ur sister until she said sorry to me :) she'll know wat i mean . Today was the best day ever!!

Until this guy from my school really annoyed me. It has nothing to do with u la idiot.. who i like or wat i eat has nothing to do with u.. Is it me or people are really getting on my nerve lately talking about the guy i like.. Maybe he's a jerk and all but he is still better than u.. wanna know why? coz he never backstab his own friend like u're doing.

Haiyoo, Teachers should teach new thing.. pay respect to others.

Monday

hello!!

  Hay i'm back!! I got so many stories to write down.. Last night, when my mummy call me. She said that I have to fry up a fish.. a very big one! so as started to peel of its scale.. My kitty start to jump on the table. I thought he was hungry or something so I left the fish and make my way to my cat's food..

 boy, i'm so stupid.. Of coz my kitty ran of with the fish and hell break loose, my mummy of course she was pissed of. But, luckily theres still a fish that kind of type in the fridge, so i'm practically safe :) anyway!! i'm so scared...

 I'm such a bad girl! I only pray when i needed something and now I felt that i'm really such a bad girl.. so today while writing this i'm also chatting with my senior talking about this.. he said that maybe the prayer will turn up 20/80. Thats very assuring =.=". But, I had try my best right? hmm... one word.. TAWAKAL :/ which the last thing I would do

Sunday

rainy days !

  Yea!! its raining and that only mean one thing.. theres no tuition! banzai!! Ugh.. I just love my life now. The thing that i'll do today is sleep and guling-guling :) ne~ wanna know sumthing?? I think I just hate boys... The thing they only good are sleep, poop and think with their dick.. eeuuww.. rite?

 I'm going to continue later because my mummy keep knocking the door, I wonder wats up :/

Saturday

between PMR and my life

  Hmm.. PMR result will be on this thursday, I don't know how to feel right now. Either to cry or laugh, I don't want my parents to have high hope on me but I want a good result for myself. I have done everything for it, now I have to wait for my flight back to KL. Peoples getting crowded in here, It doesn't matter as long as I can write on my blog.

  I went to a museum in sandakan 2 days ago, and boy that was the best memory ever. I'm not a museum freak, but my dad's friend said that place is rather haunted by japanese army, so I just go ahead. Its about a writer name Agnes Keith.. So, this is the story of how it happens.

  There's this writer lives on a hilltop in sandakan during the rulers of Britian . Probably during the japanese army, there live a couple named agnes and his husband. They were the governor of Sandakan at that time. I must say that the house is a lil bit scary, during the rulers of japans, both of them were locked away except for their kids. Agnes kept writing letter to her son, but the letters always been filtered by the japanese army. So, she decide to knit a doll containing hidden letter to her sons.

  Few years past and the Japanese army retreat, and they lived again at the house. But something disturbing and supernatural happens when his husband refuse to throw the skulls of japanese army that was located next to their garden. Agnes kept saying that while she was asleep she always saw a white tall figure wearing a pinafore next to her, she said the ghost was probably a wife.

  She then saw her waving towards the main door, probably waving his husband goodbye, she saw her walk towards the garden then vanish into thin air next to the japanese corpse. She ran to her husband and pleading to throw the skulls away but her husband kept refusing. So, the haunting kept on going even when she moved back to London. Scary rite? let me tell u my experience then, While I was reading her statement about ghost and stuff;

 I walked upstairs of the house and while i'm in front of the door I saw a tall white figure walking towards me, and of course i do what normal people do when they startled. I scream, it turns out the tall white figure is actually a mat salleh. Funny part was he thought I was a ghost, I think I miss a part reading when a ghost of Agnes Bibik. I just shrugged and say sorry, I took lots of picture then I realise something extraordinary.... I'm the one who suppose to be angry rite? Damn.

Anyways, u guys should checkout Agnes Keith in google or even when u're in sandakan u should check it out :) thats all for now!

Countdown phobia!

   Ughh!! four days to go and my heart keep beating faster and faster... am I the only one who got cold hands??
 hmm, I'm not totally scared of the result but more too losing my friends :'(  . seems like everybody wants to change school, i want too but i can't find any school and i'm so not going to boarding school ^-^".. I never thought this moment would come and how I wish to control the time with u guys :')

  Everyone gets into fight sometimes but we always make it up , ne~ do u guys remember when we're in form 1? i'm not a good person (at that moment laa) but i was so touched when Leeya actualy ask me to go recess with u guys. At that moment, now I realise that U guys are the best friend a girl can get! thank you so much! there's nothing I can do to thank you.. and mianhe for all the wrong doing towards all of you.

  Anyway, S'chaa.. i'm going to miss u biting me now. I remember when u ran so fast because I stole ur red wallet ! haha! Nobody can bite me after this and even there is i'm sure going to slap her.. very Very hard -.-"
i Love u so so much! yea! haha, do u remember when i told u about japanese and stuff? man, u can't even get a word right..but we really got a fun time thanks to you :)

  Adilah !! I remember when I forgot to hang with u after school b'coz I got on first trip.. I remember when i first saw u in 2 K, u're so white O.o... and of course la u guys were talking about korean... haiyoo, even now i can like it only just a bit maa...haha, ingat tak time kita hiding dalam toilet skipping zohor, i'm not going to do that again.. every single person foot step or cough we will run towards the cubicle xP. mati kita kalau tiap2 hari buat camni..

  Dear Diary (Nisaa), I always tell you everything,. but not always and i'm sorry because of dat.. I can't be ur best friend like u wanted but please know that i never lie everytime when i say u're my bff. I know i always make u mad and sad and annoyed and so much more.. But u're the only person that i can share every single thing about our beloved Najib.. haha, mianhe if I ever make u sad and all.. but even when u don't want to be my bff, but in my shoe u will always be..

Blurry but yet cheerful syira, thanks for everything u have done to me. i Love u so so Much! mianhe if I ever make u sad and all but thank you for everytime when i'm sad u always comfort me :) sob..sob.. now dah takde sape lagi la yang I nak panggil blur.. remember when in 2G time kita smua cheating? haha, I tertido and first time korang macam marah gila, haha!! ingat tak kita tebuk2 lubang mineral water? sumpah doe kalau u boleh lupa =.=" b'coz u're the only one who always basah kuyup :P

I remember when we watched tsunami and other dalam KH lab, dengan gergaji la apa laa, haha.. i hope we can do that again after this :')

  Adini, camne laa kau dah boleh jadi bising, coz man, as far as i can remember u're as quiet as a mice.. mesti terjangkit virus kan? Bila kau nak pindah Sb balik weyhh.. sumpah next yr mesti bosan.. anyway, nice to be friend with u and mianhe if i make u angry and all!! Thanks for the ride on my birthday sbb dengan busuk telur and putih kena tepung kau kasi gak aku naik kereta kau :) thank you!

  Dear taekwando :) thanks sebab u're always comfort me , i'm not close to u but that doesn't mean I don't want too. thanks for being my friend and sorry for the time we got into fight and all, but we aslways make it up :) sorry that i make u thought u don't want to be friend with me. But i'm sure gonna miss u next year, kalau ada gangster ke apa ke dah takde dah orang nak tembak dengan bazooka. Ingat last yr time kita tengah cakap pasal BR? siap nak bunuh dengan parang la apa la, thanks for the moment dear ;')

  sanaa!! aku rindu ipod and kau ! tapi of coz i miss u more tha u're ipod. :) thanks for be my friend and mianhe if i make u sad and all! but i will take care of our memory :) ingat tak time main sorok2? punya la korang kena cari aku dengan sape aku tak ingat tapi bukan hantu. tak silap aku leeya ke nisaa, punya la jauh gila kitaorang menyorok, then end up kitorang yang cari korang xD. nanti time 2 free boleh keluar right ?? main rolly coaster !

   I'm at KK airport while writing this, tengok belakang dah siap beratur orang nak guna computer ni haa, so i just end it at here, i hope we can meet on result day and take lotss of picture and aku ada story dari sabah ni.. sumpah seram.. anyway~ all things i wrote is sincerely from me, kalau nak tunggu aku cakap face to face harapan la, nanti korang gak pelik.. haha!

  anyway~ love u guys take care :')