First Day Of April !

  Bye march! I really hate you, you make me sick, angry and most of all you make me sad!! okay to be honest I do love March for some reason 

1) dapat jumpa ex sb 

2) lepak dengan zatie, aby dekat TS

3) BF aku baik <3

  but seriously aku rasa aku punya bad things happen the most

1) capital A/ bitch rosakkan mood my friends and me

2) musuh aku in love dengan boyfriend aku

3) memang betul aku tak dapat capital H :(

I have mixed feelings but anyway, i cherished all this moment <3

Things That Kept Me Going!!

See this? This is my super duper triple heroes <3 SHINEE!! HUWAITING!! they kept me going all day long with their cute and hyper :D

  This is choi minho or in hangul 최민호, my future husband <3! He is a total sport maniac and he show himself as a great appa to yooujeun/yoogeun in hello baby!! kyaa!! love you so SO much! (^_^)

 This is key oppa <3! The almighty key, he is superb in singing!! He is the first appa yoougeun loves the most because all yoogeun said 'key appa, key appa'

Tadadaada!! This is Jonghyun oppa <3 I love him so SO much! He is superb funny! I would give my whole life to hangout with this guy! There's funny accident when he play tunnel :P

Teehee.. This is taemim or also known as maknae taemim <3 super cute right? he's the youngest in Shinee and also!! he's 2 years older than me :D. I'm collecting my money to see this cutie pie <3 <3

 This is Onew oppa!! hot aite?? hehe, love this guy a lot. he is shinee's leader! he has superb voice!! want him? well, get in line girl.. I'm just started to liking him

Shinee Oppa!! I get to live this life when I see how cheerful you are :') loving all your friends and stuff, I'm not your fan for a long time, but started this week after saw 'hello baby'. Love you guys so SO much!!

All Heart Out....

  I can't believe whats happening to me, I felt like I lost everything this year. I lost my friend, my confident, everything. But what really broke my heart is you.. I cried all night just to think about you. Just read your status, you are my best guy friend but you ruin it. I tell you everything that happen to me, well almost. When I stumble down, you came around and pick me up. 

 But, after a day you've changed a lot. ' I'm different than other guy' 'I will never hurt you' well looks like you break your promise. You shouldn't make a promise if you know someday you will break it. I love you so SO much. What have I done wrong? 

 I listen to you, You listen to me. We're happy like that, since you got a new friend and stuff you just dump me off :'( . I cried all night because of you. You shouldn't make me believe in you. you shouldn't make me fall for you, you shouldn't make me befriend with you :'( 

 I won't forgive you! how could I? well how could you? . I hate you for lying to me, I hate you!!

 

Get The Message Please.

  Are u that dull, I mean seriously. I have never been annoyed like this, u really give me a bad impression about you, you're acting like a bitch. I mean seriously, how many picture of my guy friends u wanted to put inside your phone? It seems like you are a petty little whore, u show yourself as a pretty spoil princess and all u need is the boys attention. Funny thing is,u said that you know them better than yourself.

  You make me happy just by show yourself so stupid :) keep going girl, i'm so happy that u keep acting like a whore. But sometimes, I feel bitch myself. But, after u calling me "gedik". I'll just think that u're worst than prostitute. I won't be judging you if u hadn't judging me so please girl. thanks a lot <3

Here's for you, my so-called prostitute girl friend <3

BFF NEVER DIE

THEY OWN ME AS MUCH AS I OWN MYSELF .

    Whenever my life turn upside down, they will be by my side. I'll never show weakness in front of them but they know if I'm hurt and they will never left me. They show up when my life crash into pieces, they teach me about believe and honesty.

  We cried, We fight, We loved, We trust.. I need them and I loved them. People cried if they lost their lovers but i'm going to cry if I lose them. They are like my shadow, always with me. They with me when I'm on top and they still with me when I'm down. I'm nothing if it wasn't for them. I become Brave because of them. We protect each other, and never shall we betray.

 I can't imagine when we grow apart and start living our own life, can I make it? and are we going to forget each other? I don't know if we will. I loved them as much as I love myself . U girls are my everything. :')

Forever love u girls , NISAA, S'CHAA, LEEYA, ADILAH, YANA, SYIRA, ADINI <3

I fight with them than we called it just a joke, if u played them then I'll give u a damn hell :)

My Forever Enemy And Hater..

   Want to know what it is? I'm talking about Math... I have a very VERY bad feeling here :( okay lets begin with :

1) My addmath teacher/ my class teacher Mr zaid is or was angry with the girls in our class, and I think he's angry with me. I don't know what to do!! :'(

2) My math is C :'( WTF rite? Its so damn easy and I recheck it like a thousand time! I feel like that I'm going to die!!!

3) I have a very bad feeling about my addmath, seriously. I can't get a good result in my add math if I already got C in math =.="

4) My parents are SO taking my phone if they know about this, I have to wait till February to redeem my first test .

5) 1A for english. B+ for quran and sunnah, C+ for add math ~_~

Itsy Bitsy Spider !

   Heyyo! guess wat, there's a tarantula and everybody in the living room was freaking out, my dada went to a cup to cover the spider. But... he snapped the spider's leg like 2 of its legs. I'm not a spider person but I don't like animal or insect hurts and even butterflies, its just sad to see it hurts :'(. Just imagine that u're the spider or watever and people can hear or know wat u said or even when u hurt :'( I'm SO against living things cruelty!

 Btw, last thursday i feel so lazy to go Prep but my school principle visited hostel that night and there's nothing I can do. While I was ironing my shirt my friend came to me and said "help pepper" and Btw again, pepper is hostel's cat. she lost her son/daughter I don't know, so I have to search high and low for it and pepper kept meowing but I have no idea what the hell is she saying! anyway, i found it and that makes me so relieve :D

 I wonder what do they think, do they have feeling towards us and all. Anyway! i'm in exam mood! just finish up BM,BI,Bio and history :) Bio test is kindda funny because everybody in my class are cheating including me xP Even we're cheating I wonder how are we going to get good grades in exams with this kind of style we're doing :()