Friday

Good Bye My Love

Sorry for everything that I have done to you, all the words that I said. But, I hope you will know that no matter what happen I will always in love with you. You have break my heart and there's nobody can help me. Thanks for everything I said or do, but I think that we were never meant to be together. Its not that you never suit me its that I'm not good enough for you. You're a nice guy , and i'm not a nice girl to begin with :')

I'll buy you a present and perhaps a jacket and i wish that you will take a good care of it. Its time for me to forget you, and its time for me to redeem all my broken hearted time . Thanks for the 10 cent ice-cream anyway but I didn't eat and I'm sorry. I trashed it out and I'm sorry . But its just to humiliating for me and don't ask me why let it alone inside me :) Thanks for everything and you're the first guy that I have a crushed on and I can't impress you . So, goodbye and lets be friends and pray that I'll get a guy someday and he just like you <3

Saturday

its all about me !

  Its all about me , me , me , me, me and nothing about him , him, him, him , him and i don't  give a damn about what he think think think .

 He's nothing to do with me , me, me , me. And I don't give a fuck of what you think , think, think, think. Finally he had me shot him in the private part, totally knock you out, phoney king. making you had look like no brain. Never met a guy so sh**** making me puke all over him coz he's nothing to do with me . me , me , me xP

 Poor Auburrn! haha fuck you B O Y S !!

Thank you

  When u think u're happy, that'll be the time all the bad thing happens to you. People love Friday, I hate Friday. People love their weekend and I hate mine. I hate you!!!

  Just to think that u're my first love then all the girls come and chase u, when I played you then you come crawling at me. When I'm madly in love with then you just ditch me. How dare you! you just walk all over me and left me. Stop saying u're perfect, cause I know you're not. You're rich enough? buy this world then go and show off. You're freaking genius? then tell me a theory to become mortal.

  So, accept my dare? Its been 3 years I have never hate anyone. Now, congratulation! I fuckingly hate you. Its not that i'm jealous its because you're being boastful. You're acting like you're the most perfect than all of my friend. Fuck you for hating my friend! let me tell you, do you live our life? do you cry our pain? do wear poker face when our family having crisis? I have never met a person like you!

 I know that u have all money in this world. I know you lived in a big happy family, all the girls love you, all the boys wanna be you. You're so SO perfect! yes, I'm being jealous! You wear all the confident that I don't have. You have a family that loves you, You have all the things you want, you got straight A's in exam!

 Well, thank you :') for finally waking me up to know that I'm not perfect, making me realized that my family is not perfect but I love them. Can you be grateful? do you know that everybody would do anything to lived your life? You're just like other guys I know so thanks a lot for making me hurt. Thank you for making me look stupid.

 I'm so over you finally! even if i'm not but I'll try. I'm not perfect like you so i have to take time , and thank you to finally show your real self. Thank you so much :')

Facts about girl!

    List Of What Girls Want :

- Boyfriend who would stop compare u with other girls

- A guy who would choose you for your attitude

- A guy who would text us once he got the text

- Stop being jealous when we talk to any boys

- A guy that love us and not just in bed

- A guy that loves his family more than us

- Guys should know that we girls may like heaps of boys but we would only love our boyfriend

- Yes we're jealous of you when you talk to other girls but we will never said it

- If you think of playing us, do think that we play better than you so please be honest :)

- We loved it when we catch u looking at us

- We would look at our boys once we got the chance

- We're always scare that we make him angry

- Its not that we don't share our secret its that we're afraid to make u're worried

- lastly, please say I LOVE YOU instead of ily, it makes us felt granted

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHAFIZ <3

10 February Valentine

      Want to know what's with the date? its his birthday :) I know that I shouldn't care or give a damn about it. I just really love him and guess what? he didn't come to school for 4 days. =.=", I'm the person in charge for farabians peep birthday, once he asked about the birthday card he just lean over and said 'Don't u wanna wish me anything?'

  *dupdap* thats how I felt , Then! the whole class sang birthday song to him :'). I'm so stupid for not wish him that morning! Or else I would be the first person in the class to wish him. I miss him so SO much!! Its been 2 days that I kept thinking about present for him.

  Should I give him a jacket? gym T? or a watch? hmm, I'm going out next Saturday, I still think to go on with the jacket thingy but ayu my friend said to give him a gym T. hmm, I just hope he like my present :/

Tuesday

tralalala~

Awak.. awak cakap nak story kat I.. seriously dude u are one #$%^* girl. U know that I freaking love him but why the hell u would still get cozy with him. Alright fine! u want him? take him! I don't give a shit even u both eloped! me confessing? hell no, I'm not playing hard to get but let me tell u something. I'm not an easy bitch to get, thats what u being calling me aite? I'll let u call me names and please see if I actually give a damn about it =__=". I'm a bitch well so what? I still have my virgin, I have my family, my friends love me. So, why would u trying to make my life miserable?

Seriously girl... just get OUTTA MY LIFE. and btw, why are u chitty chatty bout my friends girl? They don't even know who are you, so just leave it alone. If I heard u talking bout them with my own damn ears then u'll face the music. call me poker? see if i care. call me spoiled, see if i'm acting like one.. and once u got all of the boys attention then tell me, lets see if they really getting over me :)